Geek Girl #14
I’ve determined that I get way too into my roleplaying characters. Consider Exhibit A: A few weeks ago I was playing in my Orpheus campaign. My friend Mandy’s character and I were having a little rivalry, and my character was getting quite angry. So, in character, I acted angry. A few hours into the session, Mandy turned to me. “I’m worried that you’re getting mad at me,” she said. I looked at her. “Like, me-character mad or me-player mad?” “You player mad.” I considered for a moment. I was at the time feeling emotions that could be described as anger. But in no way was I (as in me, player) actually upset with her (Mandy, player). I think I’m something of a method actress. That’s probably half the problem. So I said, “No, I’m fine,” and smiled at her. She said, “Okay,” and I went back to acting angry with her. I didn’t really think much of this at the time, until something similar happened at my Iron Kingdom’s campaign. [Sidenote: I have reached new pinnacles of geekdom. I am now currently in three campaigns, one of which I am running. Holy time commitments, Batman.] Ahem. Consider Exhibit B: My Iron Kingdoms group and I tend to butt heads. A lot. Much of this I think is caused by the fact that I’m playing a lawful good (albeit quirky) character in a campaign full of chaotic neutral characters. So my character spends a lot of time shouting “Don’t! Stop! You fools!” And so naturally, I, player, end up yelling these same things. Because I’m the one playing the character. Seems logical to me. Unfortunately, not everyone seems to have followed the leap. A few weeks back, the same week as the previously mentioned anger incident, my fellow players were concocting one of their completely outlandish, dangerous, and disrespectful schemes. Under normal circumstances, I would have protested. But this particular scheme was not only outlandish, but brilliant and amusing to no end. So I did something I don’t like to do. I stepped out of character and told them so. “That’s awesome,” I said. Heads turned. Jaws dropped. Turns out that all this time, everyone’s thought that my protests were actually me-player talking, rather than just me-character. This was occasionally the case, but only about 10% of the time. The rest of the time I was roleplaying. I mean, that’s what we’re there for, isn’t it? I’ve since re-rolled a character that better fits in with the group. I figure if people aren’t going to be able to tell the difference between me and my character, I might as well have a character that people like. After all, things go better when we all get along. [cue warm fuzzies] |